Message Number: SG133 | New FHL Archives Search
From: "Joanne Ruffner"
Date: 2002-07-06 08:33:31 UTC
Subject: Zorro....Update
To: <ferrethealth@smartgroups.com>
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(Please note this was posted on the FML too...sorry for the double post) =

Where do you begin to say goodbye? I guess you begin where it all started.=
=

June 8, 2002 our shelter had a meeting with Ferret Friends Shelter in Tucso=
n. It was decided that we would take two ferrets to our shelter so that th=
ey didn't get full and hopefully we could adopt them out soon. So Zorro an=
d Sammy came to stay with us. Sammy was adopted out last weekend. He was =
so happy. He had a new daddy and a little cage mate named Samantha. Zorro=
couldn't be adopted out that quickly. Oh yes, we had plenty of people tha=
t wanted him. But you see, Zorro was too skinny and needed to be fattened =
up. We didn't know that there was anything else wrong with him.no one knew=
at that time.

We soon learned that Zorro was afraid of other ferrets because he was so sk=
inny they could hurt him so easily. But he got a long with two ferrets her=
e, Buster and Chocolate. So he was caged with them and they tried to take =
care of them. My little Princess Pepper tried to help too but she was much=
bigger than him so he would get scared and cry. =

Zorro loved to go outside on our porch. We took him out there every night.=
Just mom, dad and Zorro. It was his special time and he loved it. He ev=
en found a rubber ball that he had to keep in his hidey hole that he found =
outside. If you took it from him he would go after you and get it back. =

Zorro also loved paper towels and toilet paper. I can't tell you how many =
rolls that he went through!

After coming here we saw that he was having trouble breathing. We took him=
to the vet and she gave us some antibiotics and told us to keep an eye on =
him. He got worse. We took him back in and it was decided that he would n=
eed exploratory surgery, and maybe remove his spleen. The date was set for=
July 2nd. =

July 1st his breathing became worse and we called the on call vet. After t=
alking with him we decided to go ahead and keep an eye on him until the sur=
gery date the next day.

July 2nd the vet decided to do an x-ray before doing surgery. The x-ray sh=
owed a large mass in his lungs. Most likely it was lymphoma.in the advance=
stages. We brought him home without doing surgery and put him on pred. An=
d lasiks. On July 3rd, thanks to our friend June we found a pain medicatio=
n that we could give him to help. We also ordered a herb called Essiacs an=
d it was due to arrive today.Friday.

July 4th we stayed home all day with Zorro. Hoping and praying for a mirac=
le. He was in so much pain. Were we doing the right thing? Was this goin=
g to work out? But how could we give up on him when he didn't seem to want=
us to? After having his evening medicine Shawn set him up on his favorite=
blankies and put his laptop computer in front of Zorro with a DVD movie (D=
r. Dolittle 2) playing for him. He laid there until it was time for his ne=
xt feeding.just so sweet.

July 5th I woke up at 7 am and Zorro helped me get his food and medicine re=
ady. He went back to bed with me to have his breakfast in bed. Then he we=
nt back to sleep while I checked my email. Then he was up and had to go po=
tty. I couldn't get him comfortable again so we got daddy up. He laid dow=
n with daddy for awhile and then got up a little. I went out to the living=
room to get some breakfast.

At 9:28 am Zorro ran to his daddy and he picked him up and held him close. =
Zorro flinched a couple times and then let out a breath and died. He died=
in his daddys arms..

How do you let go? How do you say good-bye to someone who shouldn't have d=
ied. It wasn't his fault. He was a good boy. But he was so tired. =

Shawn came up with a wonderful idea on what to bury him in..a tube. A PVC =
tube. I thought it was nuts but then again.what would a ferret want be bur=
ied in? He lined the tube with Zorros blankie and even made him a little p=
illow. We took a picture of each of us with a message on the back for Zorr=
o. We put in some treats and his favorite rubber ball. We also added a pa=
per towel and some toilet paper.because he loved both of these.

Then Shawn inscribed the tube with Zorros name, date and a message from mom=
my and daddy. We buried him in the backyard after reading the Rainbow Brid=
ge Poem.

In case you are wondering.the herb Essacs arrived at one o'clock.almost 4 h=
ours too late.

Sandee.please show Zorro the way. He doesn't know anyone up there. If the=
re is a place for him to play with paper towels please show him the way. P=
lease watch over him and tell him that his mommy and daddy cry all of the t=
ime. This is our first loss..though I wish it were the last. Zorro meant =
so much to us. =

Zorro.mommy and daddy love you and will never forget the time that we spent=
together. =

Joanne and Shawn

Ferret Corner Shelter

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<P class=3DMsoNormal>(Please note this was posted on the FML too...sorry fo=
r the =

double post)&nbsp; </P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Where do you begin to say goodbye?<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I guess you begin where it all =

started.&nbsp;<?xml:namespace prefix =3D o ns =3D =

"urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>June 8, 2002 our shelter had a meeting with Ferret Fri=
ends =

Shelter in Tucson.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>It was de=
cided =

that we would take two ferrets to our shelter so that they didn&#8217;t get=
full and =

hopefully we could adopt them out soon.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&n=
bsp; =

</SPAN>So Zorro and Sammy came to stay with us.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Sammy was adopted out last weeken=
d.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He was so happy.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He had a new daddy and a little c=
age =

mate named Samantha.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Zorro c=
ouldn&#8217;t =

be adopted out that quickly.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN=
>Oh =

yes, we had plenty of people that wanted him.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>But you see, Zorro was too skinny=
and =

needed to be fattened up.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We=
didn&#8217;t =

know that there was anything else wrong with him&#8230;no one knew at that =
time.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>We soon learned that Zorro was afraid of other ferrets=
=

because he was so skinny they could hurt him so easily.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>But he got a long with two ferret=
s here, =

Buster and Chocolate.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>So he =
was =

caged with them and they tried to take care of them.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>My little Princess Pepper tried t=
o help =

too but she was much bigger than him so he would get scared and cry.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Zorro loved to go outside on our porch.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We took him out there every night=
.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Just mom, dad and Zorro.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>It was his special time and he lo=
ved =

it.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He even found a rubber b=
all =

that he had to keep in his hidey hole that he found outside.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>If you took it from him he would =
go =

after you and get it back.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN><=
/P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Zorro also loved paper towels and toilet paper.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I can&#8217;t tell you how many r=
olls that he =

went through!</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>After coming here we saw that he was having trouble =

breathing.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We took him to th=
e vet =

and she gave us some antibiotics and told us to keep an eye on him.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He got worse.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We took him back in and it was de=
cided =

that he would need exploratory surgery, and maybe remove his spleen.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>The date was set for July =

2<SUP>nd</SUP>.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>July 1<SUP>st</SUP> his breathing became worse and we =
called =

the on call vet.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>After talki=
ng with =

him we decided to go ahead and keep an eye on him until the surgery date th=
e =

next day.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>July 2<SUP>nd</SUP> the vet decided to do an x-ray bef=
ore =

doing surgery.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>The x-ray sho=
wed a =

large mass in his lungs.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Mos=
t =

likely it was lymphoma&#8230;in the advance stages.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We brought him home without doing=
=

surgery and put him on pred. And lasiks.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&=
nbsp; =

</SPAN>On July 3rd, thanks to our friend June we found a pain medication th=
at we =

could give him to help.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We a=
lso =

ordered a herb called Essiacs and it was due to arrive today&#8230;Friday.<=
/P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>July 4<SUP>th</SUP> we stayed home all day with Zorro.=
<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Hoping and praying for a miracle.=
<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He was in so much pain.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Were we doing the right thing?<SP=
AN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Was this going to work out?<SPAN =
=

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>But how could we give up on him w=
hen he =

didn&#8217;t seem to want us to?<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </=
SPAN>After =

having his evening medicine Shawn set him up on his favorite blankies and p=
ut =

his laptop computer in front of Zorro with a DVD movie (Dr. Dolittle 2) pla=
ying =

for him.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He laid there until=
it was =

time for his next feeding&#8230;just so sweet.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>July 5<SUP>th</SUP> I woke up at 7 am and Zorro helped=
me get =

his food and medicine ready.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN=
>He =

went back to bed with me to have his breakfast in bed.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Then he went back to sleep while =
I =

checked my email.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Then he wa=
s up =

and had to go potty.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I could=
n&#8217;t get =

him comfortable again so we got daddy up.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">=
&nbsp; =

</SPAN>He laid down with daddy for awhile and then got up a little.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I went out to the living room to =
get =

some breakfast.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>At 9:28 am Zorro ran to his daddy and he picked him up=
and =

held him close.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>Zorro flinch=
ed a =

couple times and then let out a breath and died.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He died in his daddys arms&#8230;=
.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>How do you let go?<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&n=
bsp; =

</SPAN>How do you say good-bye to someone who shouldn&#8217;t have died.<SP=
AN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>It wasn&#8217;t his fault.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He was a good boy.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>But he was so tired.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Shawn came up with a wonderful idea on what to bury hi=
m in&#8230;.a =

tube.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>A PVC tube.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>I thought it was nuts but then =

again&#8230;what would a ferret want be buried in?<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He lined the tube with Zorros bla=
nkie =

and even made him a little pillow.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; =
=

</SPAN>We took a picture of each of us with a message on the back for =

Zorro.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We put in some treats=
and =

his favorite rubber ball.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>We=
also =

added a paper towel and some toilet paper&#8230;because he loved both of th=
ese.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Then Shawn inscribed the tube with Zorros name, date a=
nd a =

message from mommy and daddy.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPA=
N>We =

buried him in the backyard after reading the Rainbow Bridge Poem.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>In case you are wondering&#8230;the herb Essacs arrive=
d at one =

o&#8217;clock&#8230;almost 4 hours too late.</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Sandee&#8230;please show Zorro the way.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>He doesn&#8217;t know anyone up t=
here.<SPAN =

style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>If there is a place for him to pl=
ay with =

paper towels please show him the way.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbs=
p; =

</SPAN>Please watch over him and tell him that his mommy and daddy cry all =
of =

the time.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN>This is our first =
=

loss&#8230;.though I wish it were the last.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes=
">&nbsp; =

</SPAN>Zorro meant so much to us.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; =

</SPAN></P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Zorro&#8230;mommy and daddy love you and will never fo=
rget the time =

that we spent together.<SPAN style=3D"mso-spacerun: yes">&nbsp; </SPAN></P>=

<P class=3DMsoNormal>Joanne and Shawn</P>
<P class=3DMsoNormal>Ferret Corner =

Shelter</P></FONT></DIV></FONT></DIV></BODY></HTML>

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